the big wait before school after a long weekend

I hate school...
I mean I don't hate it, I love seeing my friends and talking to them. I just hate all the work and the being nervous in front of everyone. I don't want to go to school, I don't.
maybe it's also cause I have the urge to be on my new (and can I say awesome) surface laptop instead of doing math and science. ugh it sucks. and the worst part well not the worst part but I can't use this computer at all except for literature and that's only for a little when I have writers notebook and then at lunch to play around. the rest, I can't... in math I have to use my kindle. and in history I have to use my kindle too for note taking ugh that reminds me I need to charge it lol.
but it has also reminded me....without me wanting it to that this same thing happened at sycamore junior high (at my old school) but there I actually hated school. and everything about it while here I love it but I don't want to leave the comfort of home...
so  yea wish me luck at school today.  I can and unfortuntly will leave the comfort of home to go to school. I love (most) of the teachers and my friends (especially my boyfriend)
so mainly the lesson here is the wait is the worst part. not as bad as the actual thing.
~A